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Quotation From: herphany
#24
Truth is, I act a little bit stronger then I actually am. I guess this isn’t rare. I hold a lot of my emotions in because I believe the only thing worse than being weak is other people being aware of your weakness. When I am faced with situations such as I was today, I act strong. I get fiesty (perhaps even too fiesty) and I sometimes become irrational. This is kind of typical behaviour of an angry person is it not? that’s what I thought. What I don’t show though is how it makes me feel like I have this sea creature living in my stomach. Or that I want to just cry and tell them how hurtful they are. But when someone does something to hurt you, the worst possible thing you can do is act hurt. I kind of threw that out of the picture today and let my head be ruled by anger. I personally think it was the best choice. Sometimes you have to stand up and show people that they can not bully you, or provoke you and expect you to just let it happen.
In high school I was never bullied. I never had groups of other girls who talked behind y back and ridiculed me on every detail of my life. I also, never treated anyone like that. Not saying I was friends with everyone, but I had a small circle and wasn’t mean to people outside of it just for the blatant fact that I could. I never dealt with rumors and gossip past middle school. I’m lucky, as I know for most people high school is not always filled with fond memories. I have since then had nothing but, the small price I pay I guess. People who stick their nose into business that is not theirs in the slightest. Girls who will do anything to make you feel worthless. Say hurtful things, regardless of the fact she doesn’t even know me. I don’t even know how to respond to it. I sent a message a few months back trying to clear the air and be mature about it to ease the tension put on a mutual friend. Instead I just recieved more malicious things to hurt me. An aquaintence who I thought was a nice girl I previously misunderstood for being deceitful and have since patched things over, turns out to be more fake then plastic. One of those friendly-to-your-face but total bitch to your back kinda people. I just honestly don’t know how to react to these people. I would in all honesty like to punch both of them (lol at this point my anger trumps maturity), but that won’t happen. So instead I just push it away and put my strong face back on. ugh.
“Mom, listen, I haven’t been together with Topanga for 22 years, but we have been together for 16. That’s a lot longer than most couples have been together. I mean, when we were born, you told me that we used to take walks in our strollers together around the block. When we were two, we were best friends. I mean, I knew everything about this girl. I knew her favorite color, her favorite food. Then we became six, Eric made fun of me because it wasn’t cool to have a best friend that was a girl or even know a girl. So for the next seven years I threw dirt at her. I like to call those “the lost years”. Then when I was thirteen, mom, she put me up against my locker and she kissed me. I mean, she gave me my first kiss. She taught me how to dance. She always was talking about these crazy things and I never understood a word she said. All I understood was that she was the girl I sat up every night thinking about, and when I’m with her, I feel happy to be alive. Like I can do anything. Even talk to you like this. So that’s, that’s what I think is love, mom. When I’m better because she’s here.” -
Cory Matthews, Boy Meets World
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